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1.
said it quick so u wouldn't leave late night, highway in the passenger's seat u touched my back so delicately  said I'd try, but I don’t   see ur life without me ur seminole girl wild garden to be an indigenous seed sleeping deep within me held me down like the moon when she first saw the sea a rotation with earth in our own gravity walk the streets of this city alone head full of songs that I sing on my own grow on my own create on my own softly break down the walls of a house that is gone
2.
black coffee, my spoonfuls of honey ur dreams in a loop on a screen in my head alarm set for infinity don’t know what’s gotten into me think I will go back to sleeping instead so tired of this bullshit excuses, excuses it’s time that I shine move aside, like I said men think that they own me entitled and horny catcall one more time get the glock, now ur dead said I was ur sunshine when I smiled but I’m stronger with these eyes opened wide lost my vision once ur dreams in a loop on a screen in my head still I pretend ur there when no one cares u touch me right fuck me, lust must be u saying "please" "baby just for me" it's exhausting the way u ignore me never looked me in the eyes my wallet some money, a few of my IDs the things that I lose I replace too long I pretended my loss was a friend the face of a wolf hiding skin of a snake
3.
I want to feel pieces of u on my body ur eyes making circles I want u to want me wings, blush my black dress my chain, heavy shellfish alone for a while but u make me feel selfless checkin my phone waitin for a reply tryna be cool but u stay on my mind 4pm coffee some emails to write got my head in the clouds couldn’t sleep the whole night one touch would be magic insanely attracted one smile & it happened awfully calm although my chest was in knots a girl I knew she introduced it was a friday at this show u did a quiet confidence low-key, not too serious laughed a little while in your hypnotic fucking ambience embarrassed to admit it I think ur the coolest writing down my deepest insecurities & weaknesses like phrases on a post-it hope u notice that I feel like this is this real? I’m counting to ten maybe then I’ll be closer is this real? don’t know u but need to be wrapped in ur circles
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collected 04:06
flowers peeking thru concrete trick me, into thinking this life will grow green wind is blowing earth is showing what grandmother told us she saw in a dream he comes from suburb he comes from winter hands full of cherries & words just for me the whole world on a golden string tall boys with blue eyes they get everything baby don’t make it too complicated text in daytime remember my name spanish or asian? caribbean maybe? after sometime girl they all look the same they think they know me but they don’t know shit indigenous bodies forgotten and shamed not like those bitches your girl is different but in the end I’m still part of his games like name plaques for exotic plants displayed fondly in my over anxious stance my lips r pink r red r blue I want to be collected by u another flavour of candy to taste magic mystery carefully encased my lips r pink r red r blue I want to be collected by u (collected by u) I burn my sage loud I wear my braids proud I say my name now in mikasuki unconquered princess but still I’m trippin' stuck in his vision this version of me
5.
rips in my tights but I stay real proper holes in my vans, got no man so I prosper gold in ur teeth satan’s soul in ur teeth talked with god the other night said ur the only thing for me I come aware and corrected a heavy chain on my chest it’s nothing but love I neglected, so I walk the path, a double life fuck it up or get it right sipping kombucha never sprite, and I see the fakes tryna say what’s real nothing but 10’s that’s my only deal I’m feeling ripe, fresh and clean said goodbye at seventeen now there’s only room for me

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words over tracks by munno, drk, spcbr, shlohmo, surrenderdorothy

far from home w a microphone

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released June 11, 2015

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witchy indigenous school girl

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